Before Dawn

5am and I've been up for an hour already. Slept early last night and woke up reminiscing a delicious fuck I've had in the able hands of FB #2. (Hmm.... I should get him a monicker.) During our last session, he fucked me while I was lying on my side. My arms were outstretched above me and his hands were intertwined with mine, pinning them down so I couldn't move around. It was just soooo hot and the feel of his cock inside me so wonderful.

That's just so dangerous when someone makes you feel THAT good. I've been thinking of him a lot now and I think i've developed a teensy, weensy crush on him. This kind of helps my situation with FB (original dude) too because it disperses the emotion. I have yet to pick to pieces why I'm so gung ho with him. My friend says it's because I cannot have him. My other friend says it's because of my competitive nature that I feel the need to win out over all his other girls. I think it's a little bit of both. He brings out the predator in me, ha ha. Especially since he gives such good chase.

This is why I think FB over here is good for me. I wish he'd get back soon. I need a diversion. More than that, I need a good hard fuck.