The World Is A Vampire

I'm in a pretty foul mood today and I bet that my blood pressure has risen to the roof. Proximate cause of this occurence was that fucking dog that I had to walk this morning. I won't mince words now. I hate that dog. I have no idea why my uncle and everyone else in this house loves that dog which is just big, lazy and utterly useless. I hate walking that dog. She stops at each and every house and refuses to be led by leash. Again, I cannot say it enough. I hate that dog. She hovers around the dinner table waiting for scraps and doesn't know how to leave when you tell her. I cannot stand dull dumb dogs. Especially since mine is so lithe and smart and small.

Then there was the thing with the dishes. Anyone who knows me will know that washing dishes is the chore that I hate the most. I will wash the dishes when I am the designated dishwasher but when I'm not, I hate being the fall gal for unwashed dishes in the sink.

Of course, there's also the fact that I called D today and he hasn't returned my call. I haven't heard from him in five days. I should let that go. Somehow, I am just incredulous that he would go through all that and just leave like the wind. There were so many things that he said and he did that he needn't have done if all he wanted was just a fuck. Besides, there were other prey out there if he just wanted to hone his predatory instincts. Ignominy would be the aggravating circumstance there. Still, I'm not bugging him. I don't want to waste time pursuing him if he doesn't want to pursue me. Wasn't it he who said that you should grab the bull by the horns and not let it go once the opportunity is in front of you? Well, I've been "in front of him" so to speak and since he hasn't grabbed me (much less my horns), that would be a big indication.

Then again, I'm just in a foul mood. I didn't sleep well. And that dog got me to the end of my rope. I was sorely tempted to kick it during our walk. So I realized that I don't love all dogs. Just mine.

For all other things, the answer is 42.