The seduction of FB has begun. Sent him that first email and he was very receptive. In fact, the chat that followed was rather intimate and somewhat romantic. Better than I expected even. I have clarified status that I'm his girl and he said that he will always be my lover no matter what my situation is.
Isn't that what I wanted?
The thing is, I didn't expect him to capitulate too soon. That's catching the mouse waaaayy to early even before a proper chase has gone on. Ever since that email, I've been chatting with him as soon as he gets home from work and when he wakes up before he leaves for work. That's too much exposure for me.
That is also the reason why it's best that I see him in small doses. Even if I long to be close to him and be considered special above all others, I'm just not built that way and too much intimacy and prolonged exposure to each other will just drive me away.
He's also terribly dull, have I mentioned that? Seriously, I don't know how he can manage to revolve his life around sex and not get bored with it from time to time. I mean, I do understand it because he's a man but what I'm really saying is that I won't be able to maintain my sanity if that's all we did. All he talks about is going deep inside me and I don't know how many girls he tells the same thing to. So there. Boring for now. But make no mistake, I am pushing through with this. I just need to get some distance from him.
Have a possible playmate over here. He's American. Looks good too -- lean and muscular with a well endowed banana shaped cock to boot. He was nice on the phone and we'll be getting together soon. FB gave his stamp of approval so, hopefully, if things turn out well, I'll get my diversion soon enough.
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