Slow Day

My destiny adviser told me to take a slow day to think and meditate whether or not I was ready for marriage. Seriously, I don't know how to take one. Even though I try not to do anything, my mind still races at a hundred miles per hour and I can't seem to settle on the thought. But to oblige, what would be the things that would change if I get married and to an extremely busy man at that?

I was going to make a bulleted list but then again, all it boils down to is that because he's busy, I'll have much alone time. Then what's new? I'm alone most of the time. I'd really rather be with someone who cares about me and whom I care about than be alone. I'm already rather domesticated, you know. I don't need to be out all the time (just some of the time) because I almost always find something to amuse myself with.

I know I'll have to socialize with his family and friends and I'm okay with that. I know I'm going to have to make new friends of my own wherever I'll be based in and i'm okay with that too. I'm going to have to learn how to live with my hubby, his likes and dislikes but since he's got a schedule of his own then it won't really be an ongoing thing. They say he's the jealous type even if he doesn't claim to be but most of my male friends are over here anyway so I don't think that's going to be a problem.

Bottomline is, I'm alone most of the time. I'd like to share myself already. Not because I need company but who knows? Maybe somebody else would be happier with me around. That would be nice -- making someone else happy.