Japanese Erotica

Just came back from my "semi-hot date" with an intended playmate. I told him that I couldn't meet up with him anymore because of certain developments and despite that, he insisted on taking me out for lunch.

Lunch was in a private function room at this really upscale Japanese restaurant. Everything he ordered was delicious and this is the part that I like about dating the most. If you're vague about what you like, they will go out of their way to give you what they think is up to your standards. So far, they think I have high standards, haha, which is probably true.

It was hard resisting him since from time to time, he couldn't help moving over to my side to kiss and grope. I knew I had to keep my resolve up but his hard cock was too tempting to resist so I gave him a blowjob right there and then which was, I admit, pretty hot, since a kimono-clad waitress could come in at any time and our "paper thin" doors could be opened to a whole host of other diners who would see the live show. Ha ha.

Of course, our meal was peppered with intelligent conversation as well as innuendoes. The thing is, I think I know why I met this guy. I explained to him my predicament about BF and PK and since he's a married man and all that, he was able to give me some perspective about "trade offs". He also showed me the light about how dull and lacking in substance PK really is. He was half wondering why I stuck it out with him and I realized my fascination for PK stems from novelty. I have never encountered a man so vacuous, so unambitious, so lacking in substance and so devoid of meaning as him. I mistake his simplicity for something akin to zen but that whole paradigm is fallacious in itself.

My attraction towards him stems from maternal instincts. Despite his seeming nonchalance and lack of feeling, I can intuit that it's just a front and he's just a little lost boy who has been hurt too much to put effort into caring for others. He is essentially weak in character and it's the bully in me that wants to get in his face. I loathe weakness in men and I want to toughen him up.