We had a date set for tomorrow but all that sexy talk online got us so hot we decided to have a quickie today. The plan was that he'd pick me up, we'd go to his place and do the wham bam thing and then he'd drop me back home again in time for Grey's Anatomy. Oh yes, Thursday is the only night of the week that's non-negotiable for me. Heck, I'd give up hot steamy sex just to see McDreamy once a week.
Quickie was good and not so quick, haha. One hour of quality fucking does not qualify as a quickie in my book (which I define as 15 mins or less). I don't know whether to thank my lucky stars or what that my lover has the stamina of a porn star. Ha ha.
So far, he's the only guy who's openly noticed that I do get hyper a lot. Maybe he's noticed because he's at the other end of the spectrum being Mr. Laidback of the century. Well, given the novelty of the plan today, that made me fairly nervous. Add to that the fact that I'm not really used to someone else calling the shots and that'll make me as jittery as jello.
He was wondering if i'd still be this hyper if we saw each other every day. I forgot my retort to that one but at home, I'm really the epitome of zen. That would be my other half and my other end of the spectrum. I like it quiet. I like it peaceful. I enjoy the silence to mull things over my head and I need a man who will understand my silences as much as my words.
Come to think of it, my lover is such a good looking man. I'm not kidding. When he's on top of me and looks in my eyes, I am awed and amazed that I am there in that moment with that guy. Do you get what I mean? I cease being a participant and become a spectator and marvel at how blue his eyes are, the shape of his face, his lips and his expressions as though I want an imprint in my mind. I want to show him off to the rest of the world but, of course, our arrangement necessitates cover of darkness, haha.
Such a good looking man. Just imagine if I were in love with him and he were in love with me back. The sex would probably be even better than it already is.
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